Friday, December 01, 2006

100 post review

This is my 100th post!
The only idea anyone offered was to review the last few months, so I'm going with that. (cheers, Keiran!)

It has been a real roller -coaster .. from feeling aware that there was something wrong in April, and putting it all down to "stress" with planning our wedding and "long haul flights" on our honeymoon... to being only a few weeks away from the surgery now ...

May was VERY hard cos I had a lot of symptoms, and work was still relentless, as it is just before the exams start. I could hardly manage the discomfort and nuisance factor .. but I didn't want to take time off, especially when I was feeling OK for at least part of each day.

I saw my GP at the start of June and he thought it would be something like IBS ... we had no indication of me being vulnerable to any serious health issues. I'd recently had blood tests which came out really good for my age, cos of my good diet and my reasonable exercise levels ... hey ho

So we started July thinking we'd tackle IBS - we planned a "health farm" holiday, took our bikes and the massage table to France and followed a strict "be good to your belly" diet, exercise and relaxation plan for three weeks. First time I've ever come back off holiday having lost weight!

The weight was gone, the symptoms were still there.

late August I toddled back to the docs and he agreed that further investigation was necessary. I got the earliest appointment I could with Mrs Hall on the 5th Sept .. groovy birthday week.. she said she needed to have a proper look and on the 11th of Sept she did that and told me I have got cancer.

September then gets me going on the round of scans, blood tests, doctor's consultations and the discovery that the tumour is too big to operate and I've got to have a programme of I.V. chemo and then more (oral) chemo and radiation. Meanwhile fretting about what is to become of my classes this year and "my" department!

IV chemo started 21st Sept. This treatment is boring, makes me feel proper ill and the side effects carry on for several days after the three days of drips have finished ... I had two lots of this, two weeks apart.

Meanwhile, I am rushed of my feet by tides of friendly well-wishers, family visits, cards, pressies, flowers and emails from colleagues, students (past and present) brilliant friends and random ppl I've met on tinternet over the years! This has to be the best bit of the whole thing -- I've never felt so bouyed up on a sea of love and kindess as I did then, and still do .. it is so great really, a total silver lining.......

On Oct 16th I started the 6 weeks of daily radiation and oral chemo. The routine was OK and the side-effects varied through into November There were some days when I had very bad pains, and others with none. I was nauseous most of the time, but could control it with a drug. I got sore hands and feet, blisters and mouth ulcers and started most days with a headache. I needed to sleep extra most days and felt sore from the radiation from time to time.

On the up-side thre radiation staff were excellent and I had a companion with me for part of the day nearly every day. These lovely ppl have kept my spirits up, distracted me and entertained me vastly with lovely tales and juicy gossip (haha - I'm saying no more!) There were also wonderful tempting meals laid before me, and walks and short trips to keep me bright .. as well as this blog, the comments, and emails and cards and telephone calls from all over the place ... THANK-YOU

December So the first "round" is over. My immunity is at its lowest this week (10 days after chemo finishes, apparently) but from then on I should be getting stronger and ready to face the surgery in January.

I've made much of the love and support I've had from many and varied quarters since this started, but I must mention B especially. She is a complete rock, my number one star and the absolute love of my life. She has had to cope with so much during all of this. She also made extra jobs for herself, like doing double the laundry to keep us extra clean! Most importantly she kissed every single tablet I had to take five times and said a little prayer over them all at each dose. She has multiplied the effectiveness of Dr Adab's potions, I'm sure!

We've celebrated 14 years together this week, and during all that time she had gifted me her unfailing love and devotion. I'm not sure that I deserve her but I am so grateful to have her in my life.

We are always together and will always be together
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

88 comments:

Anonymous said...

im glad i could help with the choice of something special to do,
its really emotional to read all that you have been through and i can feel a lump in my throat to read what you have been through since april.
i hope that you still stay strong, keep your chin up as my grandad would say and know that you are loved by hundreds of people.
Everyone from last years English class misses you so much, i dont think you realise how much of an impact you made on all of us and the ways you helped us.
now the first round is over, raise your gaurd and fight it, you will win.
Hope to see you very soon

Take care

Love Kieran

xxx

Anonymous said...

p.s its 20% off in tk max fashion and home store this weekend...if you go in you might see me..... ill be in the home store (potteries) from half 7 until half 4 on sat and half 8 til half 12 on sunday.

xxx

p.s woooop...first hole in the advent calender today :D

Anonymous said...

L M would like to say to Bridgid a big THANK YOU we know Susan couldnt have been looked after any better, we do love you and are looking forward to seeing you both at Christmas L M xxxxxxx

Anonymous said...

dear Susan 100 not out!!!
as you see every one love's you ,and are all powering your thought's to a good recovery,
I know that we will have a good time at christmas
with only positive thought's of you getting
better,you know I think
Brigid is the best thing
that has hapened to you.
She constantley thinks of your welbeing ,it is so easy to see when we are all together,so thanks again Brigid for being who you are,lots of love to both of you,looking forward to seeing you at christmas.
love Dad xxxx

Anonymous said...

Dear Fred and Pauline, ahhh, I don't know what to say, that is so sweet of you both; looking after Susan is all I want to do. I love her so much.

We're sailing through it and looking forward to Christmas with you.

PS Fred, I need to spend some time in the shed, as I'm "teaching" D+T this year .... gulp!

Anonymous said...

Hi, Poe here, not as in (the poet) or Edgar Allen. Just my nick-name.
Got reply 2day so here's a diversion on 't other 'ne.

MOTHER DOESN'T WANT A DOG

Mother doesn't want a dog.
Mother says they smell,
And never sit when you say sit,
Or even when you yell.
And when you come home late at night
And there is ice and snow,
You have to go back out because
The dumb dog has to go.

Mother doesn't want a dog,
Mother says they shed,
And always let the strangers in
And bark at friends instead,
And do disgraceful things on rugs,
And track mud on the floor,
And flop upon your bed at night
And snore their doggy snore.

Mother doesn't want a dog.
She's making a mistake.
Because, more than a dog, I think
She will not want this snake.

(author Judith Viorst)
Hope you like it.
Love, Poe (cousin Pauline)xx

James said...

Lets go for 100 comments on this 100th post?

James

Anonymous said...

Sue - Lovely to hear from you. I hope you make your 'target' LOL Aunty B

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To celebrate the 100th post, a "carry on fighting" ribbon for the brave girl!

Whether it's fate or something but my random word i have to type below is

FYTER = Fighter! Spooky

Anonymous said...

I can only guess at what number you are up to now. But if everyone who loves you gets tapping I should imagine a 100 would be easy. I for one (or three) will certainly be giving my multiple personalities their freedom to register their individual comments

Anonymous said...

I can only guess at what number you are up to now. But if everyone who loves you gets tapping I should imagine a 100 would be easy. I for one (or three) will certainly be giving my multiple personalities their freedom to register their individual comments

Anonymous said...

Nice poem Aunty Poe - (isn't that slang for toilet though?)

Anonymous said...

I'm at work and I'm sure this must be classed as a sacking offence. It's not like I haven't given them plenty of reason to give me the push, but no. Everyone around me is picking up their p45's. Honestly. went out with Domenica, Julianne, Merry and Tracey last night. They all send their love. as do I.

David said...

Dear Susan,

Although I read your Blog most days (usually at some rediculous hour of the morning) I am not one to add comments. However, your 100th post brings out so many emotions and reminds us of so many important things - especially the value of good partners, friends, family, support and how we must all value our health.

Naturally I have known Brigid all of my life! Brigid has never been happier than since you met. You have given her such balance and support and together you are an immense strength.

We in Ireland are looking forward to your 200th post when no doubt you'll have the operation behind you and will be on the road to a full recovery.

Take care and give that sister of mine a big hug.

Lots of love Dave xx x xx (a kiss from each of the children)

Anonymous said...

Hi Widow Twanky here must watch what Im saying on the blog. The news was seen that I was having a few days off and lo and behold the hall is full of baskets of ironing.
I wish I had the fairy godmothers magic wand to wave over it.
Lots of love L M xxxxx

Anonymous said...

what a year! you sure are an inspiration suzi woozy!!

Anonymous said...

Will you be arriving on Friday or Sat. Weare all happy to fall in with whatever you want to do you are most welcome any time we will leave it up to you and B to take it one day at a time.love L M xxxxxxx

suze said...

hi folks - good to see you commenting, Dave. I will write to the kids to say thanks for the pictures and stuff that they sent soon!

mum - we're driving down on the Friday, will probly see the mistry clan first and come over to see you on Sat.

Hi, Trace -- good to hear from you - dont forget you CAN use the old Nat hotmail address!

@ julie - I dont think you're being very professional pretending to have a multiple-personality -- they probly WILL sack you for that ..

give all your lovely friends a kiss from me, esp Tracy! Brigid says "eh behave yourself" cos she is just over my shoulder as I type! so, that IS me behaving myself ... I hope we get to see them all over Christmas, actually, that would be lovely!

@ james - pity you couldn't colour that ribbon in! (brown, say) and thanks for your hourly contact today!

Anonymous said...

Dear Susan,just a little note to say that LM hasnt started dashing away with the smoothing iron yet.Too much aattention to Corriie,it will have to stop.
James hourly contact must be why I cant get you,answer machine only ,I will have to try harder,keep up the good work James,you have my respect,thank you ,
love to you and brigid
Dad xxxxx

Anonymous said...

Not a dry eye in the house over here. In fact, for once, blubbering like a baby wouldn’t be an understatement. Such touching and emotional words clearly written from the heart.

I’ve read this post quite a few times now… each time starting to write a comment and then deleting it again, not happy with something about it. The 100th post is such a prominent post, and I’ve been trying to think of something significant to write.

Here’s my thinking…

The number 100 has such importance here, both as an indication of how far you’ve come and how much progress you’ve made. It will act as a marker, a point to look back at when this is all over. Similarly, as a record number of posts, it will quantify the love and support you have around you. The number 100 has so many different meanings, and so to celebrate the 100th post, I thought I’d have a look around to see what other meanings and importance the number 100 has.

Here’s a few of my finds…

100 is the number of verses in the song "99 bottles of beer on a wall"
A "jiffy" is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second, hence “back in a Jiffy”.
A shark can detect one part blood in approximately 100 million parts water.
Your heart beats over 100 thousand times a day.
100% represents wholeness, purity or perfection.
The Italian coin 100 lira depicts the image of Athena, a Goddess who represents courage and skill. She is also a protectress of the arts.
100 degrees Celsius is the boiling temperature of pure water at sea level.
Obadiah saved 100 prophets by hiding them in a cave and feeding them. (I Kings 18.4)

Support and love with you all the way.

Ali said...

Congrats on your 100th post! What a year you've had but it is so good to see you so happy and full of love! As Kieron said in his first post ....
"i dont think you realise how much of an impact you made on all of us and the ways you helped us"
well that goes for all of us old students as well - you're still having a massive influence on us and we are wishing you all the very best x
(blimey it's 13 years since i left sixth form!! i am getting v old!)

James said...

Dad, All in a days work - I know how much S luuuuuuuurves to gossip!

S - I tried to colour the ribbon pink but I am not allowed to use the HTML tag "font" hmmm

I have changed my image for B. It's my alter ego humping a deer - who, for it's sins seems to be enjoying it?

Well it put a smile on my face ;)

x

J

suze said...

My dear boy - I'm not sure that B is going to find that picture any more alluring than the last one! *tsk*

ps dad - he's just been on the phone for 45 minutes, if you were trying to get through!

Anonymous said...

Hiya Susan, just in the LRC at college, trying to get some work done but its not going well.

Went to London Y'day it was fun but wanted to shout at some silly M.P's.

Hope your feeling well today and manage to get 100 comments :D

take care

Love Kieran

xxx

p.s Did you go into TK Maxx??

suze said...

I dont go to town at w/e tho to be fair it was as busy as a Saturday yesterday. I bought a xmas pressie for my mum n dad - but I can't say what it is cos they read this, and Ilike things to be a surprise! now DO SOME WORK!

Anonymous said...

Here's my contribution to the 100 posts! (I really dont think you can count the same post twice btw - there have to be some rules around here!
I have been pruning the roses the last couple of days. I first bought this new home just before your wedding and now I am getting ready for my first winter here.
Thinking about you two darlings and how much I will enjoy having you over in the spring to see the woods greening up and the roses coming into bud.
with love Liz x

Anonymous said...

Susan just been dashing away with the smoothing iron loads more to do.
The sun is out how much better it feels,
than having all that rain.
I still have the photograph that was in one of the daily papers, when the twin boys were born to Leone and David.I often think about them all.
Guess what I have just been looking for the cutting can I find it no, when Im looking for something else later its going to be the first thig at hand.I was looking to see the names of their other identical girls and the little boy born in between the two sets of twins.
Hope you enjoyed your walk I think the sun was a fleeting thingy its gone now, take care, as usual we are thinking about you and Brigid lots of love L M xxxxxxxx.

Anonymous said...

Congratulations on your 100th post - looking forward to the next 100.
I didn't realise you had a swimming pool at your Christmas accomodation - perhaps I ought to clarify that I did not actually say that I went INTO the pool.
These lamas can be particularly tricksy with their techniques !! - lots of love - Mistry Dad.

Anonymous said...

Wow,so many things have happened!
Lovely what you said about B - I am sure that she would say the same in ruturn!
Fingers crossed for you this week!
You are very brave and very strong and that is so important!
Lots of love and positive energy to you both! xx

Anonymous said...

Dear Susan,I hope things are going well for you,on your comment's,pilling up,and getting good *vibes* of them ,
at least I got on the phone easier today.
love to you both Dad xxxxx

Anonymous said...

Hi Suze

Congratulations on your 100th post. Here's the song me and Kasia sang at your wedding:

Sto lat, sto lat,
Niech żyje, żyje nam.
Sto lat, sto lat,
Niech żyje, żyje nam,
Jeszcze raz, jeszcze raz, niech żyje, żyje nam,
Niech żyje nam!

The first line means "100 years, 100 years" I'll translate the rest if we get to 100 comments!

Love to you and Brig xxx

Matt

suze said...

hi matt and kasia -- thanks for the reminder of your singing ... We'll see you tomorrow, but sadly we can't watch the match cos we CANCELLED our SKY subscription .. good job since there's "been no football" this season -- apart from tonight when Charlton scooped a winner -- yay!

@ mistry dad -- LOL -- I thought you might not know about that pool attached to our cottage ... don't worry - we wont throw you in!


@ liz -- hey, looking forward to seeing you on thursday .. perhaps I'll cook for a change! Mr Ka has just thrown down another seleb-chef gauntlet with chicken breasts stuffed with pesto and lovely vegetables .. yumm!

Anonymous said...

Just thought I'd join in the "comment drive" ...congratulations on 100 posts, hopefully it will be the hundredth of many because I know lots of your readers love you and your blog very much...myself included! :-D

Lots of love
xxx

Anonymous said...

Goodness, you've already got 34 comments.
Right, well my bit of news is that I have just this minute taken a call from the Hilton in MAnchester and booked us a table (its only a bar, no food) in Cloud 23 for 5.00 pm on Sunday 17th December. it turned out they'd given me the wrong numer but the woman I spoke to was really excellent.
So, whatever happens this week, next week we'll all be living it up 23 floors above Manchester.
Love you loads x x x x x x Manc

Anonymous said...

Well done on the 100th post! If I ever had I blog I'd never be disciplined enough to keep it going that long :)

Hope your recuperation after the radiation/chemo is going well!

Greg.xx

Anonymous said...

L M not much time just going for a perm. Dads taking me down in the car . Have a nice time with Azrine will ring later love L M xxxxxx

Anonymous said...

Hey Susan,

Just got back from college, i did manage to get that wrok done...eventually :P

Another interesting lesson of English today, we were in act three scene 2 i think and talking about whether Hamlet could put his head in Ophelias lap, me and Charlie were siitting together :P
She showed me her come hither eyes :P

How are you?


xxx

Anonymous said...

here's to the next 100 days!
may they all be good ones
love wendy aka mittens xx

Anonymous said...

Congratulations on a 100 posts, suze. (((you both)))) XXX

Anonymous said...

Hi Sue Goldie Locks here Im thinking that could be my new name now Ive had my hair permed it is rather curly.
We are thinking about you lots of love L M xxxx

suze said...

@ mum -- cripes mum, how many names do you want?

.. B says she wants to know what you had for your tea? and I say : is your hair "nice at the back"? (the only ppl who will laugh at these cheeky comments are your other kids!) hahahahahaha

@ greg - hiya - we got your Xmas card today -- posted in UK .. r u not in Germany 4 eva, then?

@ sam - we really enjoyed your post -- thank-you!

I don't think we're gonna get to the translation of the Polish wedding song ... many of my readers are shy of posting comments .. hey ho!

@ laura - when do you guys come back from uni?

Anonymous said...

hey lady, I emailed you today - where waz you!? I expect a nice long gossipy email to be waiting for me in work tomorrow!!


(just doing my bit to get you to 100 replies! lol)

xx

Anonymous said...

Dear Susan,you know your mum's hair style,her name is the mobile golf ball,as soon as she has it done,when it come's looser she get's her name back.
Hope you had a good day,
and no problems with the scan tomorrow,
lot's of love Dad xxxx

Anonymous said...

What's got 8 legs and 4 ears?

Answers welcome.

Matt

Anonymous said...

We finish next week, after handing in about a million essays (well, two).

I think I'm going home on the Sunday. Really looking forward to it, actually.

Lots of love
xxx

Anonymous said...

I'm in Germany until next October, but I'm allowed to leave occasionally :) I was back last weekend for my PhD viva, and I'll be back again at Christmas! I miss things like pubs and Stilton too much to stay for ever...

Greg xx

suze said...

Ohh - yes forgot to say "well done" DOCTOR GREG PhD .. B reckons you'll be kept busy over Xmas judging by all the optical fibre trees that are all over the abbey (in fact -- forgive her, she actually said LASER trees - which made it even funnier!!)

@ jean -- ah you saw through my cunning plan! haha -- indeed James has sent me 20 one word comments that I have in reserve if we get close!

@ mand - forgot to say "well done" on presevering with the 23-cloud club .. it is certainly something to look forward to, and I've written to the bank to extend out mortgage! I'll talk to you later re detail, as James is having us at his house on the 16th .. so we may have the 23 thing as the end of the day rather than the start, if you can do it that way?

Anonymous said...

Sue - hope today goes well. Can I send 20 one liners as back up because I'm missing YOUR daily thoughts. LOL Aunty B.

Anonymous said...

Thinking about you both all day. Love Julie xxxxxxx

Anonymous said...

Those optical fibre trees are really useful when I'm trying to explain to people what I do! If all else fails at least I can get a job selling xmas stuff :)

Greg xx

P.S. You didn't have to tell everyone!

Anonymous said...

OK Jean - just for you.

What's got 8 legs and 4 ears?

Two dogs!!

Sorry

Matt xx

Anonymous said...

This is Toby (you now one of the mistry brothers) just got back from talking to you.news flash time 5-40 cut 2 seconds late lets try again 3,2,1 action.Goly I can't be botherd any more!!! Lets move the subject on now.I'v found somethig in the argos catalog it was exactly page1661 and number17its called MOUSE TRAP.and also £14.64.Doctor,Doctor my wife thinks she's a duck,well you beter bring her to me streight away then...I CANT SIR SHE'S OREDY FIOWN SOUTH FOR THE WINTER,BOOM,BOOM

lots of love


Toby
xxxxx

Anonymous said...

Have just returned from taking Joe swimming. When we came out of the pool we went to the police station to see if the £100 that he'd previously handed in had been claimed. Great news is that Joe is now £100 richer. Or as he's planning on sharing it with Toby they are both £50 richer.I thought that as we'd told a considerable number of people here and there about the whole weird situation that the chances of it still being there were slim. But lucky us. Julie

Anonymous said...

Not only *had* you replied to my last email yesterday .. but you'd sent it twice! haha Gave me somethign to do other than work this morning anyways!

Have just read your latest email and I think I will wait till work tomorrow to answer it ... well I aint got much to do tomorrow ! lol

god, I was so mad when I got home there .. my lovely daughter has only been trying to burn the bloody house down innit!! lucky for her she's away to cadets now ... she's copping it when she gets in tho! mwahahahaaaaa

take care now and expect another big 'un from me tomorrow! *nudge nudge wink wink*

suze said...

@ toby mistry brother - it was great talking to you tonight, and I am counting down the days to coming down to see you!

The tip about the Argos catalogue is wasted on me, cos I've already got your pressie wrapped up - but maybe someone else reading this needs to know the exact page reference fro your present of choice!

suze said...

@ julie that is great news the cash was still there for the boys -- I guess they'll get their mistry mum and dad a nice mistry pressie for christmas then!

@ trace, bring it on my dear!

Anonymous said...

Hi Sue just adding to the 100 blogy, took out the baskets with J gosh its a wonder the washing didnt blow away.
The boys enjoyed their unhealthy tea sausage chips and egg,J had a batch to.
Just going to read the local paper probably more on Weymouth council wasting money or puting up the rates.
Will say bye for now Lots of love L M .xxxxxx

Anonymous said...

suze, you will never get to 100 posts this way! You need to respond to each comment individually!!!!

Anonymous said...

Hello Stoke Folk,

Coventry calling.

Not long until our totally overdue family reunion. I doubted it would ever happen, and that was the problem. Then we all decided it HAD to happen, so now it will. Excellent. Peace at last.

Positive thinking, apparently it works. Sometimes we just have to take control of a situation. But you know all about that.

Hope the pictures from the scan are beautiful.

See you both soon

Mark xx

Anonymous said...

Hi again,

seems everyone is sending numerous comments, so here is another from me. The 'Sto Lat' traditional Polish song caught my eye because I have read all the Terry Pratchett Discworld books. On Discworld Sto Lat is a place name,(so is Sto Kerrig and Sto Helit, all on the Sto Plains).

There is also a character who is Death's granddaughter. She is an amazing teacher, very capable, also fearless, and her name is Susan. Susan Sto Helit, aka Susan Death. Which in the books is nothing to be alarmed at. Not that she reminds me of anybody, even remotely, of course.

Incidentally, Wikipedia do a translation of the Polish song, if anybody else can't wait.

love as ever

Mark xxx

Anonymous said...

Jean, you have me in stitches!!! I love your posts!!

:)

suze said...

hi folks - thanks for continuing to post in the this thread! Nicd to hear from Coventry ... and we'll be meeting up soon -- *yay*

Lots of love to you all --
xx
suze

suze said...

dear anon -- I really don't want a fake total, thanks all the same!

spooky word verification #2:
the letters I've got for this post are suzay!

Anonymous said...

Sue just to let you know you should have asked the L M to do the blog tomorrow.Yester day we got a voucher to top up our mobile and what a performance D had well guess what L M was able to do it when D went out into his shed Hey HO. Bye for now L M xxxxxxx

Anonymous said...

Dear Susan ,has you know I have to teach your mum
how to do simple things like,adding money to phone accounts, and so I showed her all the ten thousand ways to do it wrong,so she wouldnt make the OBVIOUS ONES
and she noticed what I was doing(clever girl)
so she was able to do it straight away,wasnt that good of me to spend all that time teaching her !!!!
ps I can say this because she has gone to bed ah ah . just thought she wil see this tommorow.love Dad xxxx

suze said...

oh dear dad... you will be in trouble for this -- unless you want me to delete it! hahaha

I've woken up early and am using my mobile and wireless do-dah -- great innit!

B has made me a mug of horlicks and I've just eaten the last bit of the lemon cake her mum bought round for us last saturday .. there wont be any of the Christmas cake left either by the time se come down to see you!

Anonymous said...

Hullo there I am Glo from Glasgow and I am a technophobe but suzi has given me some instructions so I will try an follow them and try and up the up to 100(I will also get my slacker of a partner to try and do so too!)
Suzi I am so proud and emotional concerning you and your journey towards surgery.I bear hug you with arms of a giant across the miles(and of course time for a teensy wee smooch to B)
Awra best ,hen.We are all thinking about your down there, up here
mmm now let's see just how good a teacher she is and whether this will appear on screen

Anonymous said...

It worked!!!!
She is TRULY wonderwoman
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xxxxxxxxx
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(to signify an arrow as in onwards and upwards ....or it could be a christmas tree...there are SO many about just now...or it maybe does not print the same on the blog as it does on here so let's see....)

Anonymous said...

Jean if you where not there when Susan started on the cake,youve had it ,she is like her brother Mark,and packet's of biscuit's,once opend,must be eaten,by him .better luck next time,L.M is moaning as well.
Fred (dad)

Anonymous said...

*waving and joining in* - can I do smilies? suzi you are remarkable!

:) :) :)

Anonymous said...

Susan so pleased everything is going well,I had a very restless night had only you on my mind. Have a nice time out with Brigid today will speak to tou later.Its got to be a good day the sun is out just like a summers day and briliant news. bye for now lots of love to you both L M xxxxxx

Anonymous said...

I am still full of the good news from Susan and Brigid,I just thought I would help toward's the hundred comments'Susan is aiming for on here .
Our thank's again to all you good friend's and relatives ,and any one who just looked in many thank's.
Dad xxxxx

suze said...

erm this is all a bit cheeky about my eating habits

you lot better watch out -- and I can hereby reveal that jean's idea of a little snack is a 200g bar of cadburys dairy milk

Anonymous said...

Suze, this blog is wonderful and has helped me deal with ill health within my family. You are an inspiration. Keep that strength going and for goodness sake don't start going to the gym! Lift some tins of beans while you watch the t.v., walk with bags of sugar taped to your ankles! If you need an injury Therapist after all that.... give me a shout!

Keep smiling :D

Vicky x

suze said...

@ jean - LOL -

@ vicky - good of you to comment, thanks! and it sounds like you've got some skills that jean and I could use - your exercise advice is excellent in itself

Anonymous said...

Sue I may try Vickis sugar lift or was it bean swing anyway we may end up with a few broken windows. Bye for now L M xxxxx

suze said...

LOL @ jean - B gave up football for similar reasons, she was sure that the poorly trained play-mates were likely to break her leg, and she didn't fancy that ...

I forgot is was snow boarding tat did your knees in -- will sand boarding be much the same? (and carry the same risks!)

@ mum - please dont try this at home! or vicky's bean tin tip either!

I think we need the link to the website wher you found out you could play about on the highest sand dunes in the world ..

Anonymous said...

Hey Suze, Fran here(Glo's other 'alf. Read consise blog meself and have been kept abreast by Glo over the past few months. All the best. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Anonymous said...

SUZI!!! am I to be kept waiting till tomorrow for a reply to my lovely big 'un then?! Dont you know how impatient I am? *sigh*


Jean - I bet you only go down the dune once tho .. the walk back up must be a bitch!! (can I say that here? oops! lol)

Anonymous said...

Dear Susan, just a little note to say what a nice photo;you are using on your blog,to me all the photo's of all our children are lovely,
which is normall for any parent.Been on this PC since about 3am,couldnt sleep,so have been reading your Blog/comments,seeing again that about Bribid and football,remember those picture's of Brigid playing football with boy's,perhaps you could find a good one/two
Things are looking good
now for a good re'union,
family,that is ,
love Dad xxxx

Anonymous said...

I have spent the last 12 hours feeling sick, and my awe at your capacity to ride these sensations on a daily basis without slithering in to self-pity has had yet another boost. I love you both.

Anonymous said...

suzi,you are an awesome teacher....see we both managed to put a comment on your blog.You are an inspiration and I hope you can feel the LOVE and support being sent to you, in sisterhood
Glo
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suze said...

hey Ju - you're not pregnant are you? what's making you feel queasy .. ?

One thing that stops me doing self-pity is the feeling that there will be worse to come so I may as well save the gloom till then .. and in any case the nausea has stopped now the chemo has stopped :)

I'm in very high spirits today .. going to the gym hasa very good effect ...

Kate said...

You are such an inspiration, suze and I really hope I get to meet the wonderful B some time soon (again, like... heh.)

Lots of love and positive thoughts to you both!

xx

Anonymous said...

Dear Susan,just a little note to say it was good to talk to you this morning,and to hear you sounding so jubilant and pleasd with yourself,as you should be,as one of your friends on here have said you are an insparatipon as to how to face a situation ,of the kind you have.positive thinking/
belief in your self to be strong and only think
positively things about
your problem ,no room for anything else.
love Dad xxx

Anonymous said...

Wow!!

How inspirational it has been to see just how well our Suzi has coped with all the challenges she has faced over the last few months.

We always knew that she was a strong and resiliant (toughy) Tofty - doesn't she just prove it.

A massive thank-you to you all for all the encouragement love and support you have given her. It is just lovely knowing that you are always there for us.

With love and thanks

B

suze said...

Well here it is, the 100th comment in the 100th post -- weee -- I DO get a lot of pleasure out of the blog

BIG thanks to all commentators, both the regulars and the one-off-ers .. :)

Anonymous said...

Hey

i missed the one hundred, for some reason i only got your email today so..Dam it :P

Hope your well

xxx